Quinta da Cultura finds home
Ceramic workshop with Studio Elsa Ceramics!
31/08/24
How to spend the one year anniversary of the death of a ready-to-be-born son? The one year anniversary of the day that his presence in my abdomen meant that my life was saved? The tragedy, the miracle. Nobody writes scripts for this shit. Our minds incoherent, our bodies took our souls by the hand and dragged us to nature: A high point, a limestone ridge of nature-reserve, mossy chestnut-tree forest in the mist.
We scrambled around the rocky paths, naming wildflowers, following trails of ants carrying seeds and discarding husks, we picked and ate hand-fulls of early blackberries. We tried to exist only in that moment, time within time, held in the mist, nothing behind us, nothing in front. Feather from a tawny owl. Stones rolling beneath our feet. Footsteps, nothing, everything.
She said, ‘Yes! The truck pushed your car into another car coming the other way and then Meirion pushed the car away and so mummy didn’t die!’
Who Knows Where the Time Goes, our incredible Nicky.